Saturday, December 31, 2011

Out with the Old and in with the New!!

A friend's attempt at starting her blog made me decide to update mine and maybe even keep it updated this year. I have many people commenting how I must be superwoman to be able to homeschool 4 kids, work on my master's in professional counseling and be in counseling myself for my own junk. I am not superwoman, but I am powered by the One and Only who gives me superwoman strength to get through a day. Today is the last day of the year 2011 and it has been a year of many challenges and changes. The biggest change for me personally was to go from being in counseling consistently for about 2 days each week to my counselor (also my spiritual mother) moving to another state over a thousand miles away and attempting to do our counseling over the phone. It hasn't worked very well and that has caused me to travel to California, where she lives, 3 times this year and her to travel back here 3 times also. I am right now preparing to travel there in January to spend some much needed time with her and get some good bonding and counseling time in---I can't wait!!

The last couple of weeks have given me some much needed down time to re-evaluate how our homeschooling is going and what needs changing. Well.......pretty much everything needs changing. It has been a struggle just to get the basics done, which is not what I want. So, I am trying to set up a schedule and take a serious look at our curriculum to see what is working and what is not. In the meantime, we have decided to let our son who is in 8th grade attend public school. I really do not want to do this but feel that it maybe what he needs.

So, as this year closes and I look back on all of the changes I hope that the good outweighs the bad. My prayer is that this next year will bring even better things and a light at the end of my tunnel as far as my own counseling goes.

Friday, April 8, 2011

The end of the year blahs

Someone told me that I need to start writing more and brush up on my skills before I start writing my book. I thought yah, I have this blog I never write on and I should probably start. So here goes.....

We are starting to get those end of the year blahs, although I don't know why because I announced the other day that we are going to school year round. I have to just so we can get it all done. I love making schedules but have a horrible time sticking to them and therefore we end up, like we are now, with a ton of schoolwork left to do and the end of a "normal" school year just around the corner. It is definitely my fault because I tend to let things slide when I am having a bad day or things in my life just get too busy.

I bought a bunch of new curriculum at the convention last weekend thanks to Gregg's parents who gave us some cash. I am siked about all I got. Alot of it we can start now and so I am busy making out schedules, of course, and dreaming about how much the kids are going to learn. I hope the dream doesn't turn into a nitemare.